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Really tired of pretending i'm happy. Or that things are O.K.  They arent. They haven't been at all. I've been lying and saying stuff is better, when it just keeps getting worse. Its a really horrible feeling to wake up in the morning and be stuck in a constant nitemare. It just never gets better. I've tried so hard, but I guess my best isnt enough. Nothing changes. Nothing starts to turn around. Its really disheartening to sit back and examine the state of your life and realize what it truely is. It takes every ounce of my will power to get out of bed and leave my house. Its essentially running on auto pilot. Just going through the actions without really any thought.

Just had to get that out.






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Copy of the Bill --> [link]

I've created a Chip-In page for Olivia. It can be found here --> [link]

It explains whats been paid for already and how much there is to go still. I'll be tracking her progress on there and as usual - updating here and on FurAffinity. Thank you again to every for the support, kind and generous donations, and well wishes. You are the reason my kitty is still here. Without your help she would NOT have made it. It means more to me then you'll ever know <3

Also, a few of you were wondering what exactly pyometra IS. Here's a link that explains it very well and includes some pictures also. The abbreviated version is that it is an infection of the uterus that causes it to swell and fill with puss that if left untreated IS fatal

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